Will

What is this
lack of motivation
that I feel?
Nothing is missing here.
Nothing.
I wish I were further along..
Is that the cause of my void?
My missing inspiration.
I wish I could think
from somewhere else
in time and space.
I apologize
for this
discontentment of my heart.
I am
happy.
What then?
I should be better
I should be patient
I should be..
And I will be.