Saturday, June 26, 2010
Will Power
Shrieking,
And obnoxious.
It takes me
From my sleeping comfort.
I rip the covers back
To reveal the cold
That rushes over
My body in haste.
As I recover,
I know
It is time.
I need to wake up.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
The Pig-Latin Speaker
As the good Lord asks him to, he lives for every day.
But, because of his vocation, he is know as “Azy-cray”.
His views on our society, his theology in general,
Speak volumes of our worlds wrongs. He declares it, “quite ephemeral”.
His mind is bright with credible notion and reasonable speculation
To no avail, his position has merely led to degradation.
If he were, say, a doctor, or an honest politician,
His thoughts would earn their heed with a prosperous petition
He could spark a revolution or shepherd an uprising
He could disclose the wrongful things our leaders have been disguising
If he were more than what he is, there'd be consequence for crime
And with stout support, he'd take office. A hero in no time.
He'd be something special, there's no disbelieving that
The status of a legend long before he's rich and fat
But, alas, he's a simple Pig-Latin Speaker, living for today
A man who is content with merely being, “Appy-hay”
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Undecidedly Untitled
without a title
It's similar to a friendly smile
You share a laugh
and a conversation
But remain unsure of the invitation
She's pretty,
should you ask her name?
She seems to delight in this flirtatious game.
You twiddle your thumbs in hope of inspiration
The drink that you sip ages past fermentation
Your mind has been racing,
“Isn't this dull?”
“How does she remain through this endless lull?”
Yet you press on for the answer you've sought.
And you pray,
by the end,
it won't all be for naught.
You crack a few jokes
to work up your courage
Victoriously throwing your doubt into storage.
You ask her her name,
and she does the same
Your nerves are in a rile.
Your heart jumps a mile.
Her name could not be a more perfect sound
You cannot comprehend this simple joy that you've found
...Now,
maybe,
after this,
you'll feel that you have won.
The battle may be over, but the war has just begun.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Cranberry
If ‘twere the only thing summer brought
An ice-cold glass of cranberry juice
Sitting
Upon a porch constructed of
Weather-beaten boards
Abused by all other seasons
Only to find itself once more
In the warm embrace of the early June sun
Then indeed would I be content
To welcome summer again
With my own arms’ embrace
Forsaking
The cold, winter winds
Welcoming
The simmering heat
O, such a small thing
Yet more
Make summer
A season worth living for
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Man of Steal
Pushing my father's glasses up the bridge of my nose to become Clark Kent.
Fighting “bad guys” with nothing but fists and imagination.
This is what I remember from my superhero days.
The sheet, once huge, is found to be the size of a pillow case.
Those glasses, replaced by new disguises.
Bad guys, obsolete to new difficulties.
Oh, to go back to those superhero days.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Highway Memorial
The sleeveless man mows what equates to a miniature lawn.
Careful around the cross and jar,
the flower inside appears to have been dead
for some time.
Sweating out the distress,
each pass on his machine is an attempt
to make amends
for the apparent crime.
What is on this man's mind
as he toils through the overpowering smell
of gas?
Does he reflect
on his own life
as he watches each car
pass?
He is now finished with the job, as he replenishes the vase,
And he wipes a green bandanna across his wet face.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
I will now be posting weekly as opposed to bi-weekly.
The Fiscally-Conscious Model
the uncomfortable man with the awkward
stare.
He gropes the back of his neck,
while a glob of grease holds back his swooping
hair.
Why is he staring?
What
is
his
thought?
Perhaps he is amazed
at all the crap
you
just
bought.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
These Are Words
an escape,
if you will,
from nagging temptations
and my unsuspected pitfalls
nothing more
nothing less
these are words
not a cure
not a saving grace
a preoccupation from self loathing
words
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Stubborn
and dropped it in my shoe.
From that moment on,
dusk
and dawn,
I lost the luck I knew.
I could have removed it,
that would have been wise.
The fortune it promised
was nothing but lies.
But instead,
I continued to suckle it's tit.
And why?
I like chrysanthemums.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Psalm 77: though your footprints were not seen
I woke up with hard, warm tears grabbing the corners of my sight
To be honest, I cannot say that I slept at all
If I had, it resembled only what I find myself in now; a stupor of worry and suspicion pervading my every thought
Dreams of insecurities, regretful actions, stinging voices and false sentiments
Were I dreaming?
My heart thumped firmly in my chest; unsteady, yet precise in its attitude
Where are You, now?
This had been building. I grew in paranoia with every eye that met mine, every word which begged my address
I'm trying to see in this
Rising from bed, the room a deep, dark, black. I stumbled to my feet and I stretched out my hands
for anything
Those hands, shaking, were my soul
I grasped a table, too short to levy my weight. I reached for the wall, there was nothing to hold
Picture frames downed to the floor. Memories of then stole me away, but not in comfort
Dropped, I stare back into the eyes of the immortalized
It was a long moment, and silent, in which I contemplated
Inquiries injured me
once more
I asked:
Am I rejected
forever?
Will I,
never again,
find favor?
Has love,
once thought unfailing,
vanished
indefinitely?
Is the promise failed
for all time?
Mercy,
is it forgotten?
Did anger
displace
compassion?
Not until now had I heard the pounding,
as though, a powerful knocking at my door
What had changed?
With those hands I pressed the ground. I settled the weight to my feet
and arose, walking to the window pane
My crusty eyelids looked beyond themselves to the storm which raged before me
Slow rumble of thunder and a patter of rain from the clouds.
I felt for the wall, previously the cause of my fall
It led me to the table, which before I found unstable
I lay in bed, now. Outside, the whirl of breeze awakens the creaks of my house
All is calm inside
and I am asleep.